jonathan i know u sre strugeling and that's fine bc u have alot of friend's on zoomerang that care's alot abt u and in real life ofc and I am one of them so if u ever feel like giving up remeber what I said dont- you- FUCKING -GIVE - UP u can fighet and I help try to do anything to make u wake up and think abt good think's ly man ( bsf way)đź«¶