she was supposed to move in late january but i had to get surgery the day before she did and thought i would be back the next day. my dumbass didnt even treat the day before my surgery like it was gna be her last day. i hate ms sm cuz i wasn’t there. we barely txt cuz she’s in japan and the time zones are different. she’s 17 hrs ahead of me. she was my favorite person. i just want my bsf back…