He saved me. Jesus is always with you, and when you feel like you’re distant from God and like “ Oh, when is He going to help me?” He will. He’s isn’t going to help you on YOUR time, He will help you on HIS time. You aren’t behind in life. God is like the best postman ever. He won’t give you someone else’s mail. Even if their package comes first, Yours WILL come even if it takes awhile.