It was fucking terrifying. I was dying. I’m not sugar coating it, I couldn’t even walk I had to be moved to a ward in a wheelchair. Being in the hospital isn’t fun, and in my experience I didn’t feel safe or comfortable. I was broken, on a drip for 21 hours, continuous blood tests and shit like that. I was bed ridden for days. It. Was. Terrifying. Being suicidal isn’t a trend, it’s fucked up.